This morning I felt tired and apathetic, and didn't feel like concentrating for meditation. But I remembered that this is a sign that my energy probably needs some correction, and a good meditation is a great way to fix it. I have a trick for pulling up my energy when it is sagging in this way. I spend some time concentration on the crown of my head, at the very tip. For some reason, I can always find the confident, strong version of my self there. I let this strength take over. Then the heaviness starts to shiver, break up, and ripple away. Boy, do I feel much better now!
A couple of other bits of news, before I take my weekend break from blogging - - The last couple of weeks, while I have been working on Alpha's Page, have been the longest buzziest period I have had. By buzziest, I mean really buzzing. I often feel that I am vibrating, in an atmosphere of enhanced light. I feel "accompanied" a lot of the time.
Also, I am excited about the message I channeled from Alpha this morning. Sometimes he makes a plain statement with such peace and clarity that it seeks deep into my brain. Today he basically stated, "This is not heaven." There were always meant to be two layers, and this earthly one wasn't meant to be any better than it is. Take heart that there is also another dimension. I really needed to hear this and feel it through him. Maybe it will help me accept this world better.